Golden Slumbers

The days leading up to Thanksgiving were crazy and confusing.  I’m finally able to say that I suvived the rush at ‘bucks, without as much as a single injury. 
I haven’t seen Adam since our escapade last weekend.  I have however spoken to him on the internet almost everyday.  It appears that the army is finally [...]

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I finally found the opportunity to stay at Adam’s last night.  Over all I had a pleasant experience despite a few minor complications.  I was on the rag, so I showered right after my arrival, then Adam and I attempted to bang in his bath tub.  It worked for sometime however, soon we felt crammed [...]

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God, if it isn’t one thing, it’s something else.  My fornicating marathon was cancelled last night, after a huge snow storm blew in out of nowhere.  In other news, I’m now ragging.  Yep, Adam and I plan to hold our intimate time together tonight however I’m not sure how he’s going to be feel about [...]

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dam’s family left for Ohio today.  You know what that means, he’s home ALL ALONE.  As much as I hate to, I must go to his house to make sure he’s ok.  *grin*
God it finally looks like Adam and I are going to be able to have sex other than in his Chrysler.  The best [...]

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Stress, Work, Boyfriend Issues, Fatigue, Anxiey – just a few of the problems I’m stressing over today.  It appears Adam, is going to go through with his plan and join the Army.  How am I accepting it?  I’m doing much better.  On the outside I wear a smile, while on the inside I’m hurting with [...]

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Just updating for the hell out of it, and because I’m totally bored.  I actually took the time to update the cast page today.  See, I get shit done — it just takes a while.  Also I erased all the members from the update list, so if you want updates please sign up. 

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I’ve been trying to come to grips with this entire ‘army‘ thing.  It’s the most difficult thing emotionally that I’ve ever found myself facing.  I don’t want to be a selfish bitch.  I want Adam to do what he knows is right for him.  I do not want to stand in his way.  If all [...]

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Adam came to see me at work yesterday.  I was so thrilled to see him, it felt like ages since I’d felt his touch.  Sadly my happyness would be short lived. Adam and I sat outside starbucks and conversed about various subjects — one in particular, he was considering joining the army.  At first I thought [...]

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As far back as I could remember, I had never cryed once after hearing a song..at least that was until last January.  Me and two friends were driving to the movies when “Dreaming of You” by Selena came on.  I started to zone out, (at one point I’m not even sure I knew I was [...]

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I was severely depressed yesterday, I felt as though I had no life and no one who truely cared about me.  So around 6ish the phone rang — it was Sandi.  After noticing the tone of my voice, she insisted that we go out and have some friend time.  So I telephoned Misty and the [...]

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