Golden Slumbers

Adam finally called this morning.. at 6:30 to be exact.  I must say I wasn’t too happy to hear the phone ring at such a horrible hour, but nevertheless it was just nice hearing his voice again. 
I didn’t get to attend the Halloween party this past Sunday.  Abbey wasn’t feeling the greatest and with the [...]

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The great portion of last week seems to have flown by, which I’m grateful for.  I spent a great deal of it with Sara, it was nice to have someone to talk to and pass the long days.
I went back to the doctor yesterday.  He gave me another quick examine, prescribed me some percasets, and [...]

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Is the chattering I hear from across the room.  He called yesterday (Abbey’s Da Da).  Turns out the reason he hasn’t been in touch was problems with collect calls and the phone lines.. go figure.  He’s safe and for the first time in a long time seemed sorta upbeat.
I finally called for a doctor’s appointment [...]

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I had the most beautiful dream last night.  The year was 2010.  Adam and I were living in a beautiful house in the country with our two children, Abbey of course and a small infant of undeterminable gender.  We were happy, we were peaceful.  There were no signs of sadness or loneliness in sight.  It [...]

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Yesterday was pretty standard.  I woke up at 8 am to the sound of a hungry Abbey screaming.  Then the rest of the day was pretty lazy.  We both mainly just bummed around the house and I ignored all the housework that was calling my name.  For some odd reason I just couldn’t shake this [...]

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One of the ladies from my playgroup was recently murdered.  I’m not going to divuldge any information as far as names, suspects etc, I will simply attempt to paint a picture of the pain. 
Thanks to someone’s horrible decision, a young girl (who will be two next month) is forced to forever go through life wtih [...]

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I put away the groceries
And I take my daily bread
I dream of your arms around me
As I tuck the kids in bed
I don’t know what you’re doin’
And I don’t know where you are
But I look up at that great big sky
And I hope you’re wishin’ on that same
bright star
I wonder, I pray
[Chorus:]
And I sleep alone
I [...]

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Adam finally called this morning.  Our conversation was prematurely shortened though.. I think the phone lines over there went down again.  He seemed to be doing well though, so that’s good.  It made my day a bit brighter just to hear his voice.
 I went to the bank and got a print out on our joint [...]

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We had fun at the pumpkin patch/farm today.  Well, at least I did… I like to think that Abbey enjoyed herself too.  I was actually kind of sad when I came home and didn’t find a miss call from Adam.  Not that I really wanted to ‘miss’ his call (if I did God knows when [...]

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I haven’t heard from Adam since Friday.  I think it’s really starting to concern me.  I’m sure they’re just busy but still.. those 5 -10 minute phone calls really have a way of easing your mind. 
 I get up every morning and still reach for him.  I guess it’s out of habit.  It just takes my [...]

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