Golden Slumbers

Yay so Abbey’s follow up appointment for her ears went well today.  I’m so glad the infection was completely gone.  The pediatrician took several looks at the two bruises on her forehead.  When she finally asked about them I explained that my little acrobat took a tumble off her chair.  She didn’t seemed to concerned after that.

 I have to go in to get birth control pills this afternoon.  Considering I haven’t had a pap in sometime… I feel there’s no way I can avoid it… no matter how much I’d love to avoid it.  I have to have the pills before Adam comes home.  Financially we can’t afford another baby right now.. no matter how much my “Mommy urges” keep telling me otherwise.  I read about a new pill that just hit the market this past summer called Lybrel.  It’s suppose to stop your periods all together so I’m going to attempt to see if I can a prescription for that.  The thought of no longer having to plan my life around my monthly visitors sounds so ideal. 

I talked to Adam online for about an hour yesterday.  He’s more than ready to be home.  I keep telling him only a few weeks left now.. and then he’ll be here and we’ll be getting things prepared for Abbey’s second Christmas.  If only I could keep myself so positive.  The voices in my head keep filling me with utter loneliness and worry.